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Gosh.. I can't sleep... This is kind of pathetic. I wanna slp, I enjoy slping...

Well, since I can't slp, and sooo many thoughts running thru my head...

Let's talk abt the force frm the dark side. Hopefully I am able to slp then.

The dark side has always been out to distract and best in disguising itself.
It seldom shows its true self, especially to children of God, as they can be easily recognize.
Once children of God r able to recognize it, they will not be distracted.
Hence, the dark side tend to disguise itself, and create a smokescreen where children of God r unable to recognize them or identify that the havoc is created by them.
Children of God start to look upon the problems as problems created by others, self, or even God instead.
Once they start focusing on the problems, they ended up distracted....
Instead of focusing on loving God, knowing God and serving God, they got engrossed in disliking/ hating others, feelings of guilt, jealousy, competing, etc...
And of cos, not only does the dark side disguise itself to create problems, they disguise itself to create 'fake happiness'...
These 'fake happiness' r in fact earthly things tt children of God were granted to enjoy.
However, it was 'fake' when children of God start focusing on them, and lose sight of God.
They may include things like Love, academic, career, sex, family...
These are Good things tt God will want to grant us, however, if we lose sight of Him, these can in turn become stumbling blocks and make us sin...

It has became a SIGNIFICANT TASK for Children of God to identify the dark side today.
They r not so easily identified anymore.
Stay alert is one thing... the other more impt thing is to Pray that our Merciful Lord have mercy on Us.
Show it to us, clear away the smokescreen.

I always believe tt it's ok to lose track a little here and there, as Everyone does....
The impt thing is WE GET BACK ON TRACK, QUICK.




* It's really frustrating hearing snores when u can't slp! Argh"